Poof... gone...

My dream.. poof... gone... T_T

All i ever wanted is to own a car that i like... now everything gone just like that.. :'s
why is this happen to me???

there is a lot of thing that i need to consider before i ever bought a car..
1. what m i going to do with the car when i go back my hometown?
2. is it worth sending it back hometown?
3. if i really go back hometown, do i need to buy another car? (provided i did not send the car that i bought here)
4. where will i work when i go back hometown?
5. Will i buy another car, if i manage to find job in Brunei?

too many thing to consider.. too less time for me..
the month that i will be working nite shift is coming again!!!
I hate such life.. is because i will need to spend a lot of time on waiting for a public transport... the public transport here is..... @#$%^&

what i should do????? me now is really cracking my brain..

Hope Vanished

Recently just got a good news where someone wanted to sell the thing that I m desperately looking for this pass few monthsss.. a car.. Honda Jazz

But all the hope vanished in a day.. haiz...


What is happening?? why is this happening??
Just dun know how to express my feeling.... mayb the pic below best express my feeling now.

Hope everything will go better in the future..

Team event.

Recently my boss just organized a team event (basketball) which is held on every thursday..

After playing abt 2 hour... it feel great but the next day.. the whole body feel tire and seem like broken apart.. :S this prove that i had nvr exercise for quite a long time.. hehe.. :p

Looking forward for this event.. hope to see more ppl joining... :)

wish me luck. :)